This started out as such a good idea, a type of cathartic expression, but it has waned.

I find that keeping my mind occupied with these shooting incidents and victims and families takes a toll on MY life. Its like spending my life re-visiting the same horrific nonsense again and again. 

There will never be a break.

Is this how I want to spend my life becomes the question.

No, it is not how I want to spend my life. It is a vicious circle within the bottom of humanity. It is of the lowest within human vibration. A waste of life.

Another "mass shooting" happened here in Tucson last week... another one. It is easy to see how people become jaded to this. I attended the vigil for the dead and injured and handed out several books. I was even interviewed by a local station, but Im sure that won't go anywhere.

Vigils aren't my thing. They are for the raw feelings of those new to the situation. I do better with the healed over scabs of the memorials. I left early as to not detract from the situation.

If anyone there that got a book ends up reading this, know that it doesn't have to be this way. Move towards Love so that any life malady that occurs in your circle of influence is mitigated towards the positive. A life of love will not let this kind of human waste happen. I promise

LL

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